Emerging
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July 19 to 25, 2026
This week started with me hauling water as it usually does. On my way, I noticed a grey van passing me. I thought that the driver looked similar to my brother who lives 2 ½ hours away. I knew it wasn’t him, but I also dismissed the thought based on the idea I had in my mind that my brother drives an orange van. The same day, my mom texted to tell me that this brother was coming down that day to stay with them for a few days. I visited him that evening and to my surprise, he is now driving a grey van and I realize his orange van is the one my parents now drive. I found that little nudge from the morning interesting. It was nice to catch up with him and see my parents and be fed supper. So, my week started out pretty great.
The heat has been a lot this week. We’ve been in the 30’s and stepping outside feels like stepping out of a hot shower into a steamy bathroom. The garden is flourishing, the grass is dying, and I hope my baby trees will make it until the next rain. I weeded my flower and tree garden and added in some more perennials that my dad dug up for me.
Staying inside on some of the hottest days meant I finally cleaned out and prepared the basement bedroom for my daughter who will be moving home next week. This was the space I’d been holding a lot of my art supplies, some workout equipment, and some of her old things as well. Now, most of that is out in the basement living room and will hopefully be sorted through and redistributed once she’s settled.
I had a lot of focus on money this week. I attended some free money webinars, followed up on paperwork required for my son’s schooling, followed up on banking information, paid some bills, and wrote a hypnosis script for shifting the way I look at money. I took some of my previous ideas about system flow and circulation and put everything together. I think it ended up encompassing a very well rounded, grounded, and sustainable way of viewing it. It also lined up with the webinar I took, so I feel like I’m on the right track.
Similar to other weeks where I’ve felt myself expand and contract emotionally, this week definitely had that flavor as well. It was full of challenging emotions and big highs. One day would feel expansive because of the connections I made or the ideas I had and then the next would feel a little rough while I integrated the changes and came back down to Earth. When my mood swings from one side of the spectrum to the other, it can feel very unstable and sometimes I question my sanity. But as I learned in my money seminar, delusion is your friend. This is something I like because I believe it. I wouldn’t have left a job I felt trapped in, if I didn’t fully and blindly believe there was something more waiting for me. I had to be delusional (in other people's eyes) about my beliefs because everyone else around me just accepted their reality as it was, even if it wasn’t what they wanted.
The hot days also meant that I spent more time indoors and because of this, I have been working on my wall hanging that’s been birthing itself into existence for a while. My butterfly has finally emerged and is now hanging in my living room. I think this also is a reason for the highs and lows as it likely means that I’m entering my final phases of transformation. Transformation is rarely comfortable, so it is to be expected that things might feel a little shaky. Most of these shifts are happening internally, but they affect the way I show up in the world, so it is still important to recognize them and honor them when they occur.
The messages I received this week are100th episode, bald heads, concierge doctor, Christmas, mixed signals/picking up multiple radio stations, BIBLE, hot air balloon, and hands in caves.
100th episode – I came across two podcasts this week that were celebrating their 100th episode. One was a mini episode that was really about nothing at all and the other was a spiritual podcast discussing the recent interest in CERN. I ran into another spiritual podcast this week that had also added an extra episode just to discuss CERN and all the interest around it. What I find interesting is that in 2012 when the theoretical Higgs-Boson particle was discovered, I was aware of CERN and the research they were doing. Mind you, I never dive that deep into any one topic, but I was more interested in science at that time and tracking some of the goings on. It felt like a very momentous time and now looking back it feels like a lifetime ago. I’m not sure what this message is about. The only thing I’m consistently putting out is this blog and I’m nowhere near 100 iterations of it yet. I’ll have to decode this message in hypnosis.
Bald heads – I noticed a trend in male hypnotists that crossed my path online: baldness. My brother who visited this week is also hairless on the top of his head. I mentioned to him the doppelganger of his that I’d seen along with this pattern in male hypnotists and jokingly suggested he’d fit right in if he ever wanted a career change. One of the 100th podcast episodes featured a question about life before and after an event. The example given was pre and post head shave. I’m hesitant to guess at the meaning of this message. I don’t wish to lose my hair, but if I did, it wouldn’t be the worst thing. I recently had a haircut that isn’t my favorite, so I’m dealing with unruly hair and some days, a bald head might be an easier dilemma to handle. I’m not putting that out there into the universe as a suggestion, just an observation. Again, I’m going to have to find meaning in this one under hypnosis.
Concierge doctor – This was a term I’d never heard before and encountered it twice this week. I recall only one instance when it was used in a show to explain someone’s vocation. I suppose I should have known that there would be “fancy” doctors or doctors for the wealthy who would make themselves available for a membership fee. I’m clearly in the wrong social class to know about this, but I do find it fascinating to learn all the ways in which medical systems can evolve or adapt to people’s needs and levels of wealth. I have no guesses on this either, so hypnosis it is!
Christmas – My partner keeps playing reels on his Facebook account that feature Christmas songs. He knows it irks me since despite enjoying the season because it means reconnecting with family, I find that far too many people make far too big a deal of it and spend far too much money and stress out far too much. For this, he calls me a grinch. I care not. A friend posted online this week a message to book her services for Christmas, acknowledging that it was far away, but her schedule fills quickly. It was also featured on a Halloween episode of a tv show because a character was excited about an event and acting like a kid at Christmas. I’ve mentioned previously that I’m not a fanatic when it comes to this holiday, not because I don’t like it, but because I think people lose their minds a little in an unhealthy way around this time. My birthday is close to Christmas and I don’t mind that since again, I get to see family and that is always nice. I am guessing that this message might have something to do with timing or with the actual holy message of Christmas, but again I’ll have to see what comes through during hypnosis.
Crossed signals – While visiting my brother and parents this week, somehow we got on the topic of picking up radio channels while driving. I mentioned this had happened one day when my partner and I drove around looking at vehicles. Later in the week, I was driving to get a few groceries and it happened again. I was listening to one station when another completely different station butted in and took over. It happened for around a minute or two while I was driving and switched back and forth between rock and country. At one point, it almost sounded like another station was coming through. It made me think of antenna and how we can be conduits for information. If we are open and tuned to the right vibration, we can be conduits for higher information. I am guessing that this message is about fine tuning my vibration so that I can pick up the clearest messages.
BIBLE – This acronym showed up in my life twice this week. The first was with a potential client who mentioned it and then I saw it on a billboard by a church after getting groceries. Maybe it is a common acronym that is flying around social media, but I hadn’t run into it before. And as like anything, everyone has their own spin on it. One was Basic Instructions Before Leaving Earth and the other was Believers’ Instructions Before Leaving Earth. So, maybe the message here is that I need to prepare to leave earth and if I read the bible I’ll be set? Growing up, I was raised Catholic and attended Catechism (similar to Sunday School). However, I blocked out anything I learned during mass and in the school teachings. I literally have no memory of what I learned at all. I just recall sitting in a classroom with the lay person and a nun. I have not read the bible, but I know it would be interesting, so maybe this is a nudge to finally take that little leap.
Hot air balloon – This message showed up in an astrology video I watched on YouTube and was in reference to the full moon approaching next week. It also was featured in a podcast in which a group of women recalled their trip to Egypt and in particular a hot air balloon ride at dawn. It’s also an idea I have for an art project that I’d like to work on next. I’ve never been in a hot air balloon, but I would love to go on one. I think it would be beautiful and amazing to be in one at sunset or sunrise. I know it is just hot air, some fabric and a basket, but to me it would feel magical and peaceful. I’d be scared, but I know that pushing past that fear would be worth it. So, that could be part of what this message is about. But maybe it is also an idea, an inspiration, a lift off. I can see so many meanings with this one, but I’ll be interested to learn what my subconscious says.
Hands in caves – This message appeared in two different tv shows that were exploring caves. In one, a number of caves were discovered that had been known to have been travelled to by an ancient civilization. Pictures of hands were found on the walls inside. They were thought to have been made by people placing their hands against the wall and then blowing charcoal over them to leave an outline. The other show had divers unexpectedly finding a cave that hadn’t been entered for 14000 years. In this cave, there were pictures of hands on the wall as well and these hands had fingers missing. It was suggested that the missing fingers were not because of mutilation or injury, but instead represented some type of language. Since I love archaeology and love living those adventures through others, I’d be so excited to find this type of ancient communication. Despite not being very adventurous, I do find caves calming. The only guess I have about this message is ancient communication buried deep in remote places. This could be a hint about things buried deep inside ourselves, but again I will defer to hypnosis to get answers.
I had to listen to these messages in hypnosis twice to get answers and it’s still not 100% clear, but I’m used to not knowing all the layers. I know they’ll reveal themselves fully over time and that’s what’s so fascinating about this work. You can’t rush it. You can’t force it. You just have to open and allow and trust that things will make sense in time.
I think the overall message this week is about dealing with anger. The 100th episode feels like a message of “here we go again” as though it is a scenario I’ve been through many times. The bald heads remind me of bowling balls, round and smooth and so this gives me the idea of “heads will roll” which feels like anger to me. The concierge doctor idea feels like an oxymoron. My idea of a concierge is a New York doorman for the upper class and not necessarily on par with the role of a doctor. Regardless, to me it feels like a new way of thinking about medicine and how it can be delivered, so that opens things up to new perspectives on health and accessibility. Christmas feels like a message of timing as well as the time of my birth, so I’m drawn to the idea of a new birth for me. Maybe that means a new identity coming through or a new way of being. Crossed signals immediately brought in a sign of the cross since I was thinking about Christmas and Jesus. But it also made me think of blurred boundaries where one boundary overlaps another and at that point, messaging can be confusing, so it points me to creating clearer boundaries. I think it is also pointing me to look within for my own clear signal instead of listening to competing external information. Bible directs me to a book of knowledge or wisdom. When I think of what that is for me, it’s my journal in which I record my personal growth and spiritual journey. So, perhaps that indicates that I need to reflect back on past entries to see what I’ve learned and how I can apply it now. Hot air balloons made me think of rising tempers, but also of lifting off and ascension. Perhaps it is expressing something I’ve been suppressing that needs to come out in order to feel lighter. Hands in caves brings me to connecting with ancestors for support and going deep within to find answers to my questions within myself. Maybe I need to navigate a deep dark part of me that hasn’t seen much light in a while.
From the sounds of it, I have some inner work to do. As I mentioned earlier, I did finish my butterfly wall hanging this week and so that is what I will leave you with. It was an inspiration that had been brewing and stewing my heart and head for a while and has finally come to form. Parts of it I understand, others I don't, but I love it all the same. The 7 heart lockets on the butterfly represent the 7 chakras. Each one has a coloured key within it and on the left, I have 7 chakra coloured hearts with keys and wings. I guess this means that my chakras are opening and learning to fly. As I sit and write this, I'm also aware that we are in the 7th month of the year and since I don't believe in coincidence, but rather I choose to see this as a synchronistic message in itself. 777 angel number indicates that I'm on the right path, experiencing spiritual growth and receiving divine luck. I'll take it!
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