Stepping Into Sovereignty

January 4 to 10, 2026

Well, we are into the new year and time is still operating in a strange way.  I anticipated I’d have more accomplished by now, but I’m giving myself some grace because I’ve had some huge shifts that I know are important and significant.  I’ve also had realizations that put a number of things I’ve dealt with over the years into perspective.  I guess these first 11 days of the first month in this numerological 1 year really are a portal and I have felt the foundations shifting to shape the future.  I think because I knew what was coming, it was a little easier to deal with and digest.  And, speaking of digestion, I also had another interesting body integration of my lessons.  So much and we are just starting out!

The messages I received this week are life force energy, meathead, and drugs through the mail.  Some recurring themes that showed up are doves and observer effect.

Life Force Energy – This message showed up in two different card pulls on two different days from two different decks.  It also showed up in the Gene Keys and a vision board webinar.  I think this message is for me to really focus on tapping into my life force energy.  I know I’ve been drained and unmotivated and with last week’s decision to cut some friends out of my life, I did feel a giant energy release, but I clearly hadn’t processed it all.  That is the trick of integration; sometimes it just needs time to settle in.  Knowing that I have cut these energetic ties, frees up my focus and energy so that I can direct it where it is most needed: me, my business, and my home life.

Meathead – This message came up in a conversation, a tv show, and a radio ad.  I guess when I think of a meathead, it is someone who doesn’t have a lot going on upstairs and maybe is a bit rough and doesn’t put any thought into what they are saying or who they may hurt.  I don’t particularly know why this came up as I can’t make any connections to events in my life that happened this week, but maybe it is a type of person to look out for.

Drugs through the mail – This message came through in a thought and in a radio announcer’s commentary.  I have been aware for years that drugs can be purchased through the mail and was contemplating on how a government that controls the fate of what is or is not illegal somehow isn’t able to stop these illegal substances from moving through a system they also control.  The radio announcer was talking about a news article he’d recently read whereby people are able to purchase cocaine and have it shipped to them through the mail.  I’m not about to try cocaine, so I’m not exactly sure what the message is here.  Maybe there is a focus on the method (the mail), but I’m not getting it.

Since there are only three messages, you’d assume this would be easy, but I’m not feeling that these are surface level hints.  Maybe they are predictions?  Maybe something else.  I’m going to throw it to AI and see what comes through.

There’s actually a surprisingly coherent spiritual thread running through those three phrases once you look beneath the surface. They read like fragments of a symbolic dream, each pointing to a different layer of consciousness and embodiment.

🌬️ Life force energy

This is the essence — the animating current that moves through all beings. It’s subtle, intelligent, and always trying to guide you toward alignment, vitality, and truth.

🪨 Meathead

On the surface it sounds like an insult, but symbolically it represents the dense, unconscious, overly physical aspect of the self — the part that forgets it’s made of energy and instead identifies only with muscle, matter, or brute force.

It’s the ego when it’s disconnected from the subtle body.

📦 Drugs through the mail

This is the wild card, but spiritually it can symbolize external substances or influences that bypass your natural boundaries.

Mail is a delivery system — something arriving uninvited, slipping past your filters.

Drugs represent altered states, shortcuts, or attempts to manipulate energy artificially.

Put together, the message becomes:

✨ A cohesive spiritual interpretation

These three symbols describe a journey of remembering your true nature.

• Life force energy is your essence — the pure current of consciousness.

• The “meathead” is the part of you that forgets that essence and collapses into density, survival mode, or reactive ego.

• “Drugs through the mail” represents the temptation to outsource your awakening, soothe discomfort, or alter your state through external means rather than through inner alignment.

The overall message:

It’s a reminder to:

• Trust your own energy rather than external stimulants or numbing agents

• Notice where you’ve been operating from the “meathead” — the over-physical, under-conscious self

• Reclaim your boundaries so nothing gets “delivered” into your system without your consent

• Return to your natural, organic source of vitality

Well, this actually makes a lot of sense.  With the friends that are no longer in my life and the energy shift, I also no longer feel the need to indulge in drink.  I had been slowly attempting to kick this habit, or at least the frequency of it, for years.  My partner and I had made some good progress before moving out of the city and unfortunately, we allowed old patterns to return once we surrounded ourselves with people who rely on it as a coping mechanism. 

That isn’t a judgement because I did this for far too many years myself.  It is just so interesting to me that once I cut the ties with the people, the craving or need to indulge left as well.  I’m still processing this, but it is powerful. And I know that my boundaries are stronger.  At a visit with family, I was offered a drink and declined, knowing I could indulge, but I just didn’t want to.  There was no need there to fill a hole or soothe an ache.  It was just a simple and powerful knowing that what I used to use to cope with life in an unhealthy way, no longer had any power over me. I guess this is what it feels like to step into sovereignty. 

I did some creating this week and finished a project that hopefully represents how I’m willing to show up this year.  As I’d mentioned in a previous post, some of my creations from earlier on were muted and dim.  This year, I feel an urge to be bolder and brighter and my first creation reflects that.  I don’t know if I love it or if it needs to grow on me; nevertheless, I think it is interesting.