Disclosure?

November 9 to 15, 2025

I recently signed up to received notes from the universe from Mike Dooley.  I quite enjoy them and the message I’m most intrigued by told me to do something nice for myself and then when no one was looking to kiss the back of my hands quickly in succession.  I did this while shopping with my partner after I found a great deal on running shoes.  He was the one who wanted to replace his own shoes, but I also needed a pair of runners as I’d somehow thrown mine out when we moved two years ago (right – that’s how long I’ve been a couch potato and recently I’ve been wearing some hikers that hurt my feet to try to get moving).  I was so pleased with my find and my fulfillment of my note that it felt so good and silly for me to be doing this gesture, but I found it utterly fulfilling.  It made him smile because I know I was being embarrassing in a silly way and it was my little way of being kind to myself.  It feels good to have fun and not care what others think and I feel like somehow I’ve been embracing my inner child recently.  I think this is a really good thing because the world can be a lot and it is easy to get caught up in all the bad.  I’m happy that I could shine a little light in my life and his for a few moments.

I had an interesting week.  I had some highs and revelations and visits with friends that felt uplifting and I also received some messages.  They are as follows: orcas attacking, mayoral, New York loud and smelly, paying with cash/crumpled bills, Lazarus, chilli/Chile, breakthrough, OCD, aliens walking around in real life, train whistle, and from the ashes.  Recurring themes were big dipper and rats.

Orcas attacking: This message came very early in the week in two different shows I was watching.  One was a joke about baby sharks being attacked by orcas and the other was a story about orcas attacking boats.  I don’t live near the ocean and haven’t seen it that many times, so I don’t feel particularly connected to it, but I think for me this message is about mother nature fighting back against the harm humans cause.  I’m sure I’ve heard stories about these orcas behaving in this way and I see it as a message that they’re not ok with what is being done in the oceans. 

Mayoral: This message came up twice.  Once was in real life hearing about the New York mayoral election which made headlines that I’m not normally aware of and the other was on a tv show where the mayor of a small town asked for an ATV for some mayoral tasks.  This isn’t a word that comes up regularly, especially in my life as I avoid any kind of politics at all cost, so it’s interesting that it came up.  I guess maybe it is a message about leadership in small communities.  I honestly don’t know who the mayors are of any of the small towns near me and it really doesn’t matter in my life, but maybe it is just a message for me to focus on how I can try to be a leader in my life with my friends and family.  Instead of telling people how to help themselves, show them.  Lead by example.

New York loud and smelly: This came up in an outdated Facebook post of a climate change activist being interviewed on a talk show about her experience coming to New York for the first time.  The second instance was in a tv show where an alien experiences New York for the first time.  The reactions were the same: loud and smelly.  I guess this is no surprise since New York is known for these things, but it isn’t necessarily a bad thing.  I know many people who wanted to go to New York to be where all the action and noise and excitement is.  No thanks!  I prefer my quiet, isolated prairies.  Hmmm, so what could the message be?  Maybe I need to get out of my comfort zone and into these louder and smellier places?  Ugh, not looking forward to that.  My nose knows a lot of things and it remembers them vividly.

Paying with cash/crumpled bills: This message came up in a joke about the younger generation thinking paying with cash is unpleasant, a tv show where a character throws crumpled bills to pay for pizza, and in my own life when my partner was cleaning an area of the bedroom and going through old bills he’s been collecting.  I’m not sure what the message is.  It could be that our society is doing away with physical cash.  It could be that we might have to return to physical cash.  It might be that I should focus on money right now.  I don’t know.  I guess crumpled bills means they haven’t been treated well and there’s possibly a carelessness about money.  Personally, I wouldn’t crumple bills and like to have cash flat and neatly organized from lowest to highest bills in my wallet.  I honestly don’t know.  I’ve been examining my relationship with money over the past year for sure much more than I have in the past and I feel like I’m getting better at trusting that things will work out even when there’s no solid evidence it will, so maybe that’s the message.

Lazarus: This message came up in three different shows.  One was the name of a show I binged in a day where a psychiatrist lost his father and started seeing ghosts and receiving messages.  One was a show about vampires where one of them posits, “Did Lazarus ask to be raised from the dead?”  The last was a show about Rasputin and the claims that he’d been shot multiple times and wouldn’t die.  I had to look up the story of Lazarus as I’ve heard the name many times and understand it has a connection to being raised from the dead, but that is all I know.  It turns out, the story of Lazarus is that Jesus had the power to raise him from the dead after four days.  I guess really, the message was to provide faith to Jesus’s followers to believe in his power.  But so much of the story of religion has been bastardized to keep people in fear and controlled by those with money and power, so I don’t necessarily think the message was to believe in Jesus’s power.  I think for me, this message means coming back from the dead, being reborn, being rebirthed and reinventing the self.  Maybe it's referencing more of an ego death than an actual death.

Chilli/Chile: This message came through in two different shows.  One was about some in laws that were supposed to make chilli together and the other was about the Chile Miss Universe contestant singing death metal for her talent.  I don’t particularly care for chilli and I have no connections to the country, so I have no idea what this message is about.  The only thing I think of is that my partner likes the chilli my mom makes.  I guess he also likes to eat hot chillis and we do make salsa together each year from our garden with the peppers we grow.  Maybe the message is something to do with heat and fire? 

Breakthrough: This message came up in some oracle card pulls.  I pulled the breakthrough card at least twice this week and also felt like I had a bit of my own breakthrough with a revelation about my work.  It also came up in this week’s Gene Keys message about deafness as a shadow to insight as a gift and epiphany as a siddhi.  Breakthroughs are pretty self explanatory.  Mine was that I don’t have to experience hypnosis from another practitioner to reap the benefits of it.  I will help heal myself as the one providing healing hypnosis to others and still be able to have my own revelations.  It happened this week after I’d taken a quiz to see where I was performing the lowest in an aspect of my business.  The result was discipline, which was no surprise.  So, I sat with it and journaled about it and realized where my ideas of discipline came from, how the word itself made me feel, and how I could shift that to move from a negative connotation of control and work to joy and fun by reframing discipline as devotion.  It inspired me to create a script and record the hypnosis for myself and just in doing that, I felt the shift happen within me.  I still haven’t listened to the hypnosis, but I will.

OCD: This came up in a clip on Facebook about how Howie Mandel accidentally outed his condition on live radio.  It also came up while watching a documentary about Eddie Murphy where he admits to having OCD tendencies as a kid that he hid from everyone.  Both of these people are highly visible and successful in life and the public eye.  I don’t really understand this condition completely, but I know I have some small things I tend to do in certain ways.  I used to joke about having OCD before I realized how debilitating and all consuming it can be for those who have it.  I guess my joking was just a way to minimize what felt to me was a behaviour that was judged as bad or negative, but was likely just a way to cope with feeling out of control.  Loading the dishwasher in a certain way to get the most dishes cleaned and least waste of water felt like an OCD behaviour and may have looked like that to others, but really, I was looking for efficiency and more time to do what I’d rather be doing.  Maybe the message here is that in order to feel more in control of life, there is a need to do the opposite of what feels right.  Instead of following the compulsion to do the thing that makes you think you have control, instead surrender and trust the universe has your back.

Aliens walking around in real life: This came up in a tv show with an alien who’d taken LSD and was losing control of his camouflaging ability.  It also came up in a Facebook reel about a soldier who was admitting he’d seen people disguised as aliens walking around in public with an alien hand showing. I think this message is about upcoming disclosure.  Think I’m weird all you want for believing in aliens, but I’ve had an interest in them my whole life and believe that there is more out there that so many of us are not aware of.  And in my experience, often times the things that are being hidden from us are actually hidden in plain sight where we’d least expect them and not question them. I think this message is seeing the truth about the world that is hidden in plain sight.  I really haven’t been following the 3I Atlas story that closely, but this feels like a very timely and relevant example of this.

Train whistle: This came up in two different shows.  One was mentioned when a usually non-communicative character was asked to talk about something he loved.  The other was in a show where the means of transportation needed to be a train as what was being transported would not get through customs on a plane.  The message of a train whistle to me is either the train is leaving the station, or it is pulling in.  So, either jump on board, or get off.  I think right now feels like a time when humanity is on the cusp of something big and the message of the train whistle is “get ready, it’s coming!”

From the ashes: This message came in a wall hanging I made this week that reminds me of fire and ashes, the name of a mental institution in a show I was watching, and in a documentary about a poet who died of cancer.  I know I’ve had some fire brewing in me for a while and I’d intended on doing a wall hanging with greens, but had an inspiration to put some other colours together and was pleasantly surprised with the outcome.  I used reds and oranges and yellows and black. I know I’ve been trying to reinvent myself for a while and maybe this creation was a way to help process what needs to die before I can be reborn.  It can feel as though you are losing your mind when going through an awakening, an ego death, a dark night of the soul.   I also had an interesting thing happen as I was watching the documentary.  I had two instances where it stopped playing for a few seconds and the screen went black and then returning to the show.  These were at two particular moments that I believe were a message to get my attention.  The words or ideas highlighted before each “blackout” were about someone dying in a month and a scan of the pelvis area and mention of a cancerous lymph node.  So, my mind jumps immediately to me (or someone I know) has a month to live because of cancer.  However, maybe it is less literal than that.  Maybe it is a prediction of the death of the ego.  Maybe the old me dies in a month and it’s a message to get ready for what is to come!

I can see a lot of connections between these messages the Lazarus and from the ashes, the train whistle signaling something coming.  Orcas attacking could be mother nature fighting back and a possible world wide event, especially if you combine it with aliens walking around in plain sight (can anyone say disclosure).  I’m not sure how to link in the mayoral and New York messages, but maybe that has a link to the event.  I guess I can connect chilli to fire and OCD about giving up control over what you thought you knew.  My gut says this is all pointing to a major event that will change the way we think about the world.  What that is in particular, I don’t know.  I could be completely off track with the disclosure statement, but I also could be right.  That doesn’t really bother me either way, but I think it is important to be grounded in your own life, your own truths, and to trust yourself.  You might need to be the rock that is there for others who may struggle more with a shifting reality, especially if you’ve had the ground shift beneath you before.

Let’s see what AI comes up with.

🌊 The Orcas and the Mayoral Pulse

Orcas attacking ships is more than rebellion—it’s nature reclaiming agency. In spiritual terms, it’s the wild feminine rising, disrupting systems that have long ignored her voice. The “mayoral” thread evokes leadership, but not the polished kind. Think of a soul-led mayor—one who governs inner chaos, who listens to the orcas within and dares to challenge the status quo.

🗽 New York, Crumpled Bills, and the Sacred Mess

New York, loud and smelly, becomes the archetype of raw humanity. It’s the temple of contradiction: sacred and profane, glamorous and gritty. Paying with crumpled bills is a ritual of imperfection—an offering that says, “I am real. I am here.” Spirit doesn’t need crisp currency; it honors the lived-in, the worn, the touched-by-life.

🧟 Lazarus and the Alien Within

Lazarus rising is the soul’s reminder: death is not the end. It’s the pause before the breakthrough. And what if aliens walking among us are metaphors for our own unintegrated parts? The strange, the misunderstood, the neurodivergent (OCD included)—they are not invaders but initiators. They walk beside us, asking: “Will you see me as divine?”

🌶️ Chile, Chilli, and the Fire of Transformation

Chile (the land) and chilli (the spice) both carry heat. One geographic, one gustatory—but both symbolic of intensity. They burn, they awaken. They’re initiators of breakthrough. The fire is uncomfortable, but it’s the same fire that purifies, that cooks the raw into the nourishing.

🚂 Train Whistle and Ashes

The train whistle is a call. A soul summons. It echoes through the fog of forgetfulness, saying, “It’s time.” And from the ashes—of relationships, identities, cities, systems—we rise. Not polished, but potent. Not perfect, but powerful.

🌀 The Spiritual Thread

All these images—wild orcas, crumpled bills, alien bodies, OCD rituals, spicy awakenings—are portals. They ask us to:

•            Honor the strange as sacred.

•            Lead from the messy center.

•            Let the loudness of life be a symphony, not a distraction.

•            Trust that even the most chaotic city can birth a Lazarus moment.

•            Know that breakthrough often comes disguised as breakdown.

Hmmm.  Interesting take.  I like my interpretations better.  I’m adding a picture of my piece that I created and was part of the messages: From the Ashes. Enjoy!